i never get on here. ever.
how upsetting.

okay so its been a million years i know. but whatever. okay so my big news, ya i had my bday a while ago. a month. Nov. 7th. you got it. and just yesterday i got a car. YES. MY car. its a 2001 GLS Volkswagon TURBO Beetle. YES. i said turbo. and its pretty blue. i/ll put on a picture of it in a little while. Volleyball club season started, so i/m really busy. and i know im slacking but i havent thought of anything to write in a long time. so. thats my story. ya. SO. i/m gonna go drive around. toodles~

okay well everyone else is so why not fall in with the crowd.... fill this out and let me seeeeee. XDDD i can/t wait to know what you guys say. and oh PLEASE PLEASE answer it! it doesn/t take long. and be ghetto. no seriously. no i/m joking. mostly.

What would you do if...

[1] I committed suicide:
[2] I said I liked you:
[3] I kissed you:
[4] I lived next door to you:
[5] I started smoking:
[6] I stole something:
[7] I was hospitalized:
[8] I ran away from home:
[9] I got into a fight and you weren't there:

What do you think about my:

[1] Personality:
[2] Eyes:
[3] Face:
[4] Hair:
[5] Clothes:
[6] Mannerisms:

Other:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you go out with me?
[13] Would you marry me?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are we close?
[33] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

k. s/pose i should update i guess.
er. topic #1~i made varsity. [woohoo] as ben so faithfully pointed out, there wasn/t much concern in the matter. but the fact still remains that i did. XD

i/m sick. i woke up yesterday with a 100.2 temperature. my throat doesn/t really hurt that bad but my tonsels are so swollen i can/t swallow anything solid. i tried to take a pill and that didn/t work either. mum says i need to have my tonsels removed soon before they kill me. i have a headache that is pounding and literally makes my eyes go white when i walk, so i tend to try not to move so much. i/m also pretty congested, so i feel like there/s a bunch of 'stuff' stuck in the back of my throat. groooosssss.

i started reading this book called Rainbow Boys. it/s really really good. you should all go read it. now i say.

still miss Ben. i called him friday and he seems to be having a good enough time. mark leaves wednesday. yaaaayNOT. so how depressing of a time for all of us. but it/s okay cuz they/re all coming back. and if not we/ll just have to injure them. fataly.

there/s too much shit bothering me and alot of it starts with a C and ends with a Y. with 2 letters in between. and i just don/t know what to think anymore. we all move on i guess.

well i/m done. probly gonna go back to sleep. e_e;; seems like the right thing to do... maybe i can be good enough to go to school tomorrow.... doubt it... D:

wow. yesterday was incredibly fun.... i went to saras cuz it was her birthday. we hung out for hours and then went to the movies. i ended up seeing charlie and the chocolate factory AGAIN, and this would be the 4th time i/ve seen it. haha.

but then... i went over to ben/s house. it was only for like, 2 hours or something. but still. yesterday was the last day i/m going to see him in months. and i/m so upset. i lost it at about 4 in the morning but there was noone at my house awake for me to hug except for a teddy bear. this is going to be so hard for me, i/m losing 2 of my best friends cuz of stupid college. i feel like shit. and i miss him. sooo sooo much. and he hasn/t even left yet, he/s probly still asleep. i just wish i could hug him again.

so i/ve been listening to the acoustic version of Change by Good Charlotte. i HATE good charlotte but this is an old song, and it/s very depressing. hehe. everything fits, the lyrics (here: [link] ) and the way it sounds. and everytime i hear the second part i feel like crying. aaaaah. i know you/re sitting there saying "michelle get over yourself, he/s coming back". well if you weren/t gonna see your best friend for months you/d be pretty broken up too.

i talked to wes last night for a little but i didn/t get to talk to him much cuz he got a phone call in the middle of our conversation. so much for that. i/ve got his address now and once i/m in the mood i/m gonna Fedex him somethin crazy. [shhhh don/t tell him!] other than that life/s boring. i start volleyball practice tonight which i didn/t know i was supposed to go to. and then school starts monday. eeew.

toodles~